darkdreams

Happy New Year

2005-01-01T19:45:00.000+08:00

Happy new year!!!Mi long time nv write le hehe...lao gong return hme le....lots of tingy happen...kai siang no longer my bro le...amy's $ lost den all sae my lao gong steal bt i believe he didnt ltr he gonna kena beaten mayb ll nt by alvin...if kena beaten he dun wan chap le tt's a great tingy rite?Now he at east coast waiting for alvin i yesterdae gawt ton cus new year marhs....we go watch ocean twelve at the latest time slot tt is 11.45pm b4 tt we nothin 2 do marhs so we go visit toilets oso we go arcade.The movie so sian ah...so we go watch other movie hahah we noti noti o sneak in other theatre watch gongfu hustle which we watched alreadi haha...i remember we coincidenly watch the show wif vivan n clint hahas so qiao....my bks haven buy yet sigh....bt i buy my stationery and black shoes le.....hair mayb 2morrow cuttig den buy free de ming liang gor gor buy liaos as my bdae present.heh toking abt bdae present i receive a big big de doremon frm my lao gongs he pay 100+ for it thank u veri much....oso he 'borrow' some doggy frm 7-11 haha gif mi 5 thank u den i gawt a hand soap as christmas present frm the party i attend at 525.hmmm...we somemore still gawt work the other time at b4 christmas 4 2 daes first dae saw gor gor mingliang....2nd dae work finish we go pub i first time go oso first time drink alcohol....nv drunk oni face red red n neck...the other dae i oso gawt pei lao gong go skool buy bks he take his ic le veri black ah the face buy bks time saw mingliang gor gor haha plae badminton.I pei lao gong ton the other time when he ran out frm hse for 2 weeks.Mi had my fourth piercing yea!!!Lao gong the other dae go cut hair den still gawt one dae of holidae oni sobx sobx....skool opening le...i ll haf 2 go work le...go find part time work wif lao gong..den gawt $$$ can buy present for lao gong....mi sec 3 le suddenli feel so old.......aniway happi new year

haf i changed???

2004-12-16T05:42:00.000+08:00

He said i haf changed after the trip frm OCH,bt did i or is it did him?I felt that it was him who changed into someone i never knew......guess maybe he will be alright later when i meet him ,hope so.I had a new god bro call kai xiang very big in size hehe dunno why he want mi as god sis i oni know him for 3 days and merely spoken a few words bt we had fun when we kick each other hahha bt lao gong was jealous becuz of that and we qurrlled bt how wouldi knoe he was jealous if he didnt told mi,he said he just cant tell mi to the face bt still is it my fault?If i knew it would make him jealous would i still do tt?Bt we were okay after that still it was him who cooled first and pamper mi like a babi.i feel veri cold after the trip dunno why.....lao gong kena scratch by ghost ibelieve him when everyone doesnt.....cause i ll alwaes trust him.....bt i m still wondering if i had changed?Maybe it was my mood swing cus of my pms mayb i really had changed.....later at 6am i ll go 4 makan den 2 amy hse again...god bro told mi a secret that is he ll b holding a challet on fridae ask mi dun sae....my god bro got F cup of which stands for frightening cup hheeh....so bad hor =phe was drunk den so furni he strip hahaha den sae wanan piss still got bang his head veri farni ah....tts when we r on the way to OCH....which was quite xciting.....after the OCH trip we all went to slp until 4pm i woke up and i went hme slp again until 1am+ den wake up hehehe i jus bath now go wake mama up go makan le!Lao gong headache dunno he got take care of himself anorts......sigh..........

mwahahaha

2004-12-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

mwahahaha....i m having fun ltr going 2 ton dey wan go OCH.Old Changi Hospital c ghosts woooo~my ho hia di lehs.Bt mi come menestruation dunno can c marhs i ltr going out meet dem again at bedok interchange.Yea.....last nite was fun 2 bt nv go out sigh.....lao gong smokes againzzzz......lao gong zao chu lehs 4 one week.He qurrel wif parents cause he wanan ton.So i oso pei him lors den we 11pm+ meet go amy hse ton.Shawn told mi he felt tt steph like him hahaha cause she bored marhs den find him chat ask him n his stead how le somemore ask he still gawt puff puff marhs 2 bad larhs he gawt 2 stead liao lehs flirt =pI ask him if he likes her he say no larhs........

sigh......y he so stress ah??

2004-12-13T21:38:00.000+08:00

I just came back.2dae nv slp i 6am go out eat breadfast go polyclinic.Den i bought a cute cute de rabbit piggy bank lao gong bought the bee bee one n his mei bought one monkey den i walk 2 lao gong hse slp until 2+.Lao gong bad mood cause my fault sowie lao gong bt i calm him down mi cried he oso sad.He say ppl badmouth him hai his frens dun wan b wif him le.Den we go interchange buy piggy bank walk 2 amy hse watch tv,had fun aim,shawn,kai ming,my stead and lots of ppl larhs.Lao gong jus called sae veri happi n proud tt i changed.I oso veri happi 2 hear tt.2morrow no netball yea!!!

now....today....

2004-12-13T01:45:00.000+08:00

As 4 sunday i went 2 lao gong hse at 8am+ i was woken up by my family i relised i slept i remmebered telling my lao gong i ll call him at 6am cause he want 2 meet mi at 6 am.I was so tired tt i slp sowie lao gong.I went 2 meet him den we slept cause he nv slp he was waiting 4 mi.B4 tt when i was at hme he called mi.Cause he waited n waited.We slp until 2pm bahs he said h wanted 2 c movie i knew he wanted 2 watch blade trinity.Bt i had tis terrible stomachache when he was playing com b4 tt mi n his sis were having pringles n ice cream so cold alreadi the room we trembling still wanna eat ice cream siao liaos we 2 hehe.After tt it was so unbearable tt i went hme.I get off at interchange 2 buy clothes and nice polisher+cleanser.I bought black colour nail polisher i like it.Now i had it paint on my fingers.Den i went hme went straight 2 the toilet i took medicine den lao gong called he was worried 4 mi scared i faint.He was on his way 2 kai ming's hse.Den i hang up ate instant noodles and went 2 slp until10+ ju wake up.Had nose bleed den i ate instant noodles againNv call lao gong ltr bahs after i type finish.My mom told mi when i ask her if anione call she said yes.Mus b lao gong love love love lao gong....=p tis 2 daes we started writing letters again...yea....!!!= ) go call lao gong le bb.

mi n lao gong back again.....=)

2004-12-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

hihi...mi again here 2 tell u tis 2 daes happenings.Hmmm on saturday after qurrelling wif lao gong i nv realli slp well cause of him.I slp on the floor so cold backache ah....den i oso slp on the sofa didnt really slp until my mum went marketing at 8am n i woke up at 2+ in the afternoon tts when i heard the phone ring guess my mom turn on the ringer deni eard her picking up the phone it was lao gong i didnt realli woke up at tt time still semi slping.Den i woke up,went 2 brush my teeth eat chwee kui 4 breadfast cum lunch.My lao gong call again i pick up he apologize i told him its nt his fault den we 2 ended the qurrel.He ask mi 2 meet him after i went 2 ththinking so I didn't feel like I'm being run in circles all the fucking time. I mean.. I donw want to tell off everyone else and then have him be like "well uh I dont really want to be with you again.." and then carry on with his whole not caring big macho I'm a god you cant touch me thing.. I hate guys, but girls arent much better..
Maybe the problem is with me tho. I mean if there's so many ppl that hate me so fucking much then maybe there's something wrong with me that makes everyone hate me.. Maybe I'm too stupid or ugly or uninteresting or something.. Whatever it is it must be pretty important for so many ppl to hate me over it. I wish someone would just give me a plausible reason for hating me instead of just blowing up at me without really saying important shit. I mean, the whole world cant be more stupid than me.. maybe I just cant even comprehend what's wrong with me..
When I go back in my mind and think about how it was with brett I try to figure out what was so horribly wrong. I remember hating the fact that I never got to see him.. We talked more when I was going ou

2004-12-13T01:14:00.000+08:00

Haix mi 2 daes nva write le .I haf been having stomachache cant bear the pain so pain ah...den my leg oso cramp.Yesterdae nite worst i had headches,stomachache,leg cramp and teeth pain.Sigh...at firsdt tot was oni purely stomachache bt now i tibnk is gastrics.2morrow mayb goin 2 the doctor....eeeeeks MEDICINE.....sobx sobx y mus sick.....='(

wd i ate

2004-12-10T02:57:00.000+08:00

ME
Breadfast-nothin
Lunch-prawn mee
Dinner-instant noodles and leftovers

LAO GONG
Breadfast-nothing
Lunch-chicken rice

sobx sobx.....

2004-12-10T02:24:00.000+08:00

sobx sobx.......i haf been crying for an hour thinking about the same thing.I qurrelled wif him i really dunno why are we always qurrelling.I am really tired of qurrelling it really hurts me 4 i really cherish him alot.I am always crying even if its a little matter.I really cares what he thinks about me all that.Sometimes people scold me cheap i just accept it in a happy go lucky way bt i m very hurt when he said it is me who made myself cheap......='( I think it is best that we 2 could cool down and not meet each other for a few days.Today i just woke up at 7+ exactli coincidenceli he called.I went 2 bath as i was so tired the dae b4 tt i went straight 2 bath.Den i pack thehouse waiting for my mom 2 come back bt i waited an hour and a half she still sisnt came back so i left.And i went 2 pei him nothin special actuali accpet i bath for him just like my baby and feed him hlp him wif the hse chores.Hmm i slept 4 1 or 2 hours den his sis came shouting say someone was at the door.His 2nd court letter was here i could hlp him tis time cause i had the money so he nid nt worri he thank mi 4 treating him so gd which i dun at all think so......den i went hme bath eat instant noodles and leftovers.I deleted all my icq contacts cause we qurrel ova tt i swear nv 2 go icq again tis is PROMISE i made 2 myself.We qurrelled i guess we shud cool off i m nt answering any of his phones i had off the ringers and i m nt going 2 meet him after 3 daes.

oooo....so tired......

2004-12-09T01:47:00.000+08:00

*yawns*so tired ahhhh bt lotssa of fun hope lao gong and his mei had fun 2dae.I reach hme at 9.10pm feeling veri tired.Called lao gong at 11 tell him i slping cause tired.2morrow meetin him again going swimming wif him n his mei hopefulli can go yawns* if nt he sae wan secretli bring her go.2morrow meeting him at 9am.2dae i slp until 12 lucki nt 3+cause i was disturbed by my bro and parents so i woke up.Phew....den i cal lao gong.My toopid phone gawt probs.He called 40+ calls sowie hor (+)____(+)we actuali planning 2 meet earli morning bt he tired so i let him rest den i oso rest bt fall aslp actualli wan meet 6am he wake up at 6am den slp again.Sowie.Den i

sooo tired yawns

2004-12-09T01:08:00.002+08:00

yawns* so tired ah after one whole dae 2dae had lots of fun i ll put it in bullets
12pm meet lao gong slp ovahead acutali wan 6 am meet bt lao gong tired cant tok le so let him slp woken up by bro n parents
lao gong call 40+calls cause my phone got probs
take bus go meet him time gawt little brat kena mi scold =p
we go suntec koi garden feostAMPM=pm

slpy head

2004-12-08T01:09:00.000+08:00

hi!!!Four daes nv write le i miss u sooooo much,hehex.Sundae i go meet lao gong den we go suntec walk walk.Den mondae go wild wild wet had lots of fun wif jia wen and phyllis.2 guys came ova 2 approach
us malaysian seventeen.Hai lao gong nt happi bt still i told him abt the 2 guys bt i didnt regret 4 i dun wan 2 kip frm him.Bt later on he nt unhappi he knoe i veri love him.I did cried.4 2dae i slp until 3pm actuali gawt netball oso nid go pei xin yu swimming.After tt i go meet lao gong until 7+ we go giant shopping den see him hme i os ogo hme 9+ den reach rite now tokin wif him on the phone so veri the nt free 2 write liaos+sundae veri nt happi cause qurrel wif mom tt's it bb=)

poor Spaz....

2004-12-04T18:47:00.001+08:00

This is by my fren spaz hu i tink was being very deeply but now he had moved on.......

Message:She’ll never know how much she means 2 me..out of all the things ive ever done in my life just finding her proved to be the most important.. I wanna be with her so bad!..i just wanna hold her in my arms..kiss her lips till I run out of air..i wanna whisper I love you..and just hear her saying it again having more meaning then she could ever express in any other words…I just wanna be with her!..oo she’ll never know how much I love her..she brings out a part of me I never knew existed� each other upon seeing each other.I had tis feeling as thou we r back to last time bt still nt so gd.Den wai kai told mi steph ask her go library wif her bt she didnt plan 2.Still we accompanied her 2 the library while jia wen went bac home change.And we walk to her hse.Wai kai treat mi 2 susages.hehex.Thank u.Den we took 225 2 meet lao po while steph went down at her stop. Mi n wai kai were chatting on our own ignoring steph,so bad horDen we went 2 lao po hse longtime no c her le kip kissing her,hahax.1 month u knoe.Den we play UNO attack until 1 PM.We took a cab dere 2 tampines,on the way we were playing haha.The idiot taxi driver surpport OLINDER yucks hate hate her!She ask the leandra all the ppl vit

yucks hate hate her!She ask the leandra all the ppl vit

ohhh 933 rawks man!!

2004-12-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

Woooo!933 rawks man dey r playin an jing by jay chou i love tt song man!Yesterdae was so fun bt oso sad 2=( Sad part is that mi n lao gong qurrel den almost brk also i did cried ova mi goin wild wild wet on mondae wif wai kai,jia wen,phyllis,jun hong,clinton nwee chew.He jealous osso he sae he overeacted.Great it's ova liaos.Now he is wif frenz in funland.2morrow ll b goin swimming wif dem bt dun feel lky swimming,go jurong east.Yesterdae,netball ended at 11am and tt miss chan kept calling mi sheryl when i m diane=After tt mi n wai kai went to change into our casual clothes.While jia wen suddenli pops up,hehe she joined us2.Long time no c her le we K each other upon seeing each other.I had tis feeling as thou we r back to last time bt still nt so gd.Den wai kai told mi steph ask her go library wif her bt she didnt plan 2.Still we accompanied her 2 the library while jia wen went bac home change.And we walk to her hse.Wai kai treat mi 2 susages.hehex.Thank u.Den we took 225 2 meet lao po while steph went down at her stop. Mi n wai kai were chatting on our own ignoring steph,so bad horDen we went 2 lao po hse longtime no c her le kip kissing her,hahax.1 month u knoe.Den we play UNO attack until 1 PM.We took a cab dere 2 tampines,on the way we were playing haha.The idiot taxi driver surpport OLINDER yucks hate hate her!She ask the leandra all the ppl vit

oooo so sad nehs sly nv win sobx sobx....

2004-12-02T01:51:00.000+08:00

Sobx sobx.....sly nv win i see he so sad i veri asd oso ke lian nehs nv win sg idol parents still on the scandal case.I will miss him lottsa bt i agree taufiq sings betta congrats.I jus bath den 8pm return hme.Yesterdae six am go meet lao gong.We 2 nv slp been tokin on the phone.He waited for mi at the bustop den we went for breadfast.He had nasi lemak while i had mee siam.Den we went up watch tv bt half way through we slept till 2pm.Wake up watch tv again den 3pm go down buy lunch i had instant noodles while he had malay riceand we 2 share chee kueh.Den he watch tv i slp till 8pm go hme le.I watched the sg idol feel lky cryin.Y sly nv win?He left wif a smile...tt really saddens mi alot.He sang my fav song by jay chou an jing last time he sing qing tian both songs my fav...sigh......hope 2 c him.sigh

wow so amazing man the n-18 show

2004-11-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

Aiyo mi 2dae so bad nehs gawt netball nv go i nv slp until 7am cause tokin wif lao gong on the phone den he sae tired marhs so i hang up at 5am.6am i go market eat with mum had mee hoon mix darhs.7am reach hme i go lie down rest bt i fall asleep le so netball nv go.1+pm den wake up cause lao gong call me ask mi go his house say tis is the chance to prove i love him,his dad not in.I go meet him lor at his hse.We watch one NC-18 de show human char siew baoso cruel kill ppl le den mk in to buns yuck so gross man lucki i alwaes eat xiao rou bao dun lky char siew bao.Den we watch another show call human puzzle oso kill ppl de larhs mi lky 2 watch all tis bian tai de murdering flims mwahahah.Den i go down wif him n his sis go playground.I see lao gong sweatin so go 7-11 buy ice cream 4 him he say dun wan sobx sobx den i eat lor. so ogawt buy strawberry de for his sis.2morrow i tink we will watch the human char siew bao part 2 nt 2dae cause gawt a lot of RA de he sae bt i dun mind because his dad in so we nv watch.Den we go home i feed him durian cake n cheese cake take care of him.Hehe bt oso gawt bite him.sAYANG Sayang lao gongDen i 8pm go hme le.Reach hme nothin to eat.Mom ask mi go buy instant noodles i go on the way bac gawt 2 bois cycling say hi 2 mibt mi nv reply.Jus dun care.Reach hme lao gong call ask mi 6am meet him dun slp dunno wd he wana do......overall todae is ok ok so so no qurrels everything fine.=)

awww paiseh nehs lao gong

2004-11-29T21:19:00.000+08:00

Pai seh nehs lao gong....hehex.Today me so naughty lehs hai mi lao gong wait for me soooooo long.Mi wait for lao gong until 5+am den cant tahan le so i went in the room for a rest but den i fall aslp.Lao gong qurrel with his mother then he oni eat a bit lucki jus now lunch he gawt eat mee rebus den me eat instant noodles.Ke lian de lao gong.He tis morning 10+ call me ask me go meet him i still in sleepy mode marhs hang up liaos den go bac slp.Hehex me so noti ritex?Den he wait wait wait until 1 pm a bit tulan liaos.Go make IC wait for 2 hours hahax the whole face black lky charcoal take the ic pic so hei the lian.I see liao luffing.He again call mi at 3+ i still slpin den i go wash up eat potato chips go out liaos .Go his hse meet him .We nv go out oni stay at his hse.Watch tv. 8pm go hme le.Reach hme call lao gong now watching tv le.He lehs haven eat dinner.Mi today eat potato chips for breadfast den lunch i had seafood flavour de instant noodles and curry chicken rice for dinner.Eat soooo.....much.Haix......fat fat fat.......

he mus b heartbrokened....

2004-11-29T01:25:00.000+08:00

Here's a poem by my friend Spaz.......
i think about you day and night... i dream that we could be together. .. i watch the stars as they shine so bright.. and wish i could be with you forever. . i left my heart in your hands.. watching what you would do. but as i watched i only saw... that you kept it away from you. i tried so hard for you to accept my love.. but you only threw it away. i wish you could tell me, what made you feel that way. i never knew love until i met you.. i never knew it existed. but just when i thought my dreams could come true... i was easily rejected. i now stay here lost in life, wondering what to do.. its plain and simple my love.. ill never love anyone the way i love you .. ~spaz~

part 2

2004-11-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that...it's going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll. Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came? I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual... Me: I don't need it. Jin: What...why... I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road. Me: I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!! I don't want to see a person like you again! I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.? I?m sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll... Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!! But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then... Honk, Honk~ with a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him. "Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted... But he didn't hear me; he squatted down and picked up the doll. "Jin, move!" HONK~!! "BOOM!!" That sound, so terrifying. That?s how he went away from me. That's how he passed away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him... And after spending two months like a crazy person... I took out the dolls. Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days... when we were in love... "One...two... three..." That was how... I started to count the dolls... "Four hundred and eighty four... four hundred and eighty five..." It all ended with 485 dolls. I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly... "I love you~, I love you~" I dropped the dolls, shocked. "I....lo..ve...you??" I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach. "I love you~ I love you~" It can't be! I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side. "I love you~" "I love you~" "I love you~" Those words came out non-stop. I...love you... Why didn't I realize that...That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn't I realize that he loves me this much... I took out the doll under the bed and pressed its stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much... "Jo...Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn't say I love you.... Um... since I was too shy...If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you... everyday.. till I die... Jo..I love you.." The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked God, why do I only know about all this now? He can't be by my side now, but he loved me until his last minute...For that... and for that reason... to me... it became courage... to live a beautiful life... What have you learned from this? --- think and ponder --- Lesson learnt In life, never ever make assumption.

so sad yet sweet sigh...ke lian

2004-11-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

I haf tis story here so swt 2 share........
I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl... "Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked.? I cant?,Why? You need to study at home?" I felt disappointment grabbing me. "No... I am going to meet a friend..." He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word 'love' only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say 'I love you' before. To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all. He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days...200days...Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know why...Then one day... Me: Um, Jin, I ... Jin: What...don't drag, just say.. Me: I love you. Jin: you...um, just take this doll and go home. That was how he ignored my 'three words' and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday filled my room, one by one. There were many,Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But, lunch passed, dinner passed, and soon the sky was dark, he still didn't call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily. Me: Jin... Jin: Here...take this...Again, he handed me a little doll. Me: What's this? Jin: I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you Now. I'm going home now, bye. Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is? Jin: Today? Huh? I felt so sad; I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen. Then I shouted... "Wait..." Jin: You have something to say? Me: Tell me; tell me you love me... Jin: What? Me: Tell me I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left. "I don't want to say...that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else." That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb...and I collapsed to the ground. He didn't want to say it easily... How could he... I felt that... Maybe he is not the right guy for me... After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn't call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That?s how those dolls piled up in my room... everyday. After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that... I saw him on a street...with another girl... He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me... as he touched the doll... I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell...Why did he gave these to me... Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls... In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. ......

fun!fun!fun!

2004-11-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

Yozzz!I am here again.Hehex,i just came bac not long ago tyrone's parents send mi bac.I waited all night 4 him to call.And he finalli did at 6am+ becos his mom is watching tv in his room that's why.But never mind de larhs i wont angwee de.He wanted me to meet him marhs and i did at 8.30+am i took a bus dere.Before that i went to the market with my mom for breadfast.toking abt food,todae i had dry fishball noodles with lots of chilli,so spicy but shiok,grass jelly drink for breadfast.000 so full man.Hahax stomach big again liao larhs.Den i had porridge for lunch or u can say dinner so yummy with bandung.This meal i had it with lao gong's family.Lao gong had pork steak with rice i was so full once again.We also went to the pet safari at simei, i had lemon bubble tea while lao gong had chin chow.We went to bedok inter i had a great time ova dere esp at the ntuc where we saw our skool triplets.Hahax we 2 were fighting playin only larhs.Den i came home le.Ltr i still wan eat instant noodles 4sure fat de larhs haix.......-_____-

yawn~

2004-11-27T20:04:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhh!!!!!!Good morning hehe evening liao larhs!I just woke up not long ago at 6+ hehe.Know what you are thinking....pig rite?Hahax.Last time jun hong and frenz used to call me sleeping beauty,ivan will call me sleeping pig (shui zhu).I overslept again sigh.....why i always oversleep de so today i never go jun hong's house.I woke up at 11.30am den hurry go call wai kai sigh.....so i never go lor den i go back sleep till 6+pm.Pro rite?Hehex.Sleep about 12 hours le,1/2 the day next half guess i will spend my time chatting and sitting in front of the com bahx.Lao gong just called.Ask me where i go because my toopid bro dunno i am sleeping in the room say i went out.Den ask me go meet him at orchad.Wahlao so far nehs i lazy de somemore dun like go there alone,still dunno my character toopid lao gong.Blea =p Hmmm...recently fat le hehex shud be bahs i think cause never exercise den today unintentionally skip breadfast and lunch cause sleeping marhs.Dunno my weight gawt go up to 50+ marhs i will faint arhs.Now my eyes swollen de.Right eye red red de because yesterday cry marhs hai me now like goldfish <@ 0 @>.Yesterday i gawt call wai kai at around 10+pm chit chat.She told me some things about steph but not saying bad things about her only tell me some probs she facing.Zhong ting likes her,i tot he like sheryl?Dunno larhs.Den she want to break with zhen chao cause he very cool???Dunno maybe the right word shud be cold bahs like everytime with narisa not with her then never call her on the phone.Actually she can take initiative to call him de lor even thou gal but please modernaize larhs now not 90s liao gals now are bolder kaes?I use to tell her and sheryl that encouraging gals to take the initiative.I also use to be the adviser for steph when she is troubled but now i cant for i am no longer wif her....all because i find she is changing and i dun like that change.Hope sheryl can give her advise but she is not in singapore went to the Philippines liao returning next year bahs.Bon voyage!Hope steph will take the right step be with the one who loves her because it is

zzz.....

2004-11-27T06:05:00.000+08:00

Going to sleep liao just drop by to say goodnite or isit morning hahax =) hope it will be a great day today.

continue on....

2004-11-27T06:01:00.000+08:00

To be continue.....again hmm so sad man just now qurrel with lao gong den cry again.sobx sobx....he make me so sad always but i neber tell him only.Today he finally feel it and he says heart very pain all shattered.Always break my heart....eeeee so bad nehs.But i oso very bad why so toopid y like that let him feel the pain sigh...i really too hurt le.Cant control myself can no longer tolerate le bahs.Always say i dun love him finally when i question him back he was speechless and hurt....he promise never to say that again and trust me more.I knew he was testing me but i am just dun tell him i am jealous until today he knew why all because i trust him alot that i will never suspect him.He actually apologise buti really dunno if he mean it.Will he change after this time?God knows.But hope he will and we will stop all this bickering.This time very fierce arguement lucky we never break,phew.Dunno later on in the afternoon how will he be.Aniway later 11 am meeting waikai,laopo,jiawen,jun hong and clinton hope jun hong is not sad anymore.Later going to sleep for a while if not tired haven slept yet.But i really glad finally i know that he knows i love him really glad.Yesterdae i went for netball early morning at 8.30 am long time never go liao guai guai de but yea netball gawt uniform le no need to wear school uniform that's great .After netball around 11+ waikai,carrisa,steph and me went long john.Saw Garry ahhhhhh sooooo happpppy wave to him he oso wave to me but hor he like always wear the same clothes haha we two very gawt yuan fen alwaes see until each other de dunno he gawt stead le marhs.....We went to see our classes quite okay lor i can take the blow take it quite easy den go stead house.Told him i going jun hong's house den he start bad mood le.B4 that we go make his IC he forget to bring document so cannot sigh......okay okay day lor.Oya hor saw eric who very kiasu wear long pants go see class lame sia him haha.He wear very awful wan vomit ah pui =p